Need to try to get this updated more often, specially since I don't get much opportunity to see people lately. Pretty good weekend this weekend. Had a nice dinner in Annapolis with some friends, then hit a little wine bar Downtown. . .and watched all the poor people running through the downpour that hit right as we walked in, heehee.


Saw an amazing show at Freddies Beach Bar, Christopher Peterson's Eyecons. He is so amazing, his transformations from one diva to the next are hilarious, and the fact that he sings all the songs himself is so impressive!


Things with the boy are difficult to explain. Since my last blog, I have been scolded and told over and over how dumb I am, how I am just going to get hurt, how I am never going to find a boyfriend if I don't stop acting like a kid. All valid, to be sure. He's a great guy, fun to be around, we have alot in common, and he is always smiling, always happy, so in a time in my life that is filled with people yelling at me at work, stressing me out, and the only release I have is when I am not too exhausted, to head to karaoke, he is a shining point in my world. Will it last? Nah, he's not looking for a relationship. Am I going to get hurt? Well, that's inevitable at this point, after over 2 months of spending lots of time together, its hard to let that go. So, I am just relaxing about it. . . .I need to relax about something and it might was well be something that brings me happiness.

I can't believe it is October already! Sheesh! On the plus side, my project should be wrapping up this week and next, and then I should be moving on to bigger and MUCH better things (I hope). Those friends contributing their two cents, thanks. . .I appreciate it. . .and I know that I have had my heart broken over and over and over and over again, and it will continue to happen, to be sure, but one of these days I WILL pick the right guy to want to take care, who will appreciate what I have to offer, and have something to offer me back aside from laughs and fun times. Until then, why be bored? Why not have fun while I can. . . having spent a good part of this year celebate. . .it was time for some craziness! Hooray!

Has it been since June!? Good lord! Ok, so I have so much to catch up on!!!

Ok, most recent, yes I shaved my head. . .no, I'm not Kojak bald any more... . .that was a little frightening, but I am keeping it short, really short. I have moved. .. .again. . and I am STILL not in my "permanent" apartment. I signed a lease for a one bedroom apartment at the Lofts in Crystal City. . .and the tenants decided they didn't want to move out. .. so I have been living, still packed, in a temporary apartment, we have settled things legally and they are moving out on October 11th, which is when I can move in.

Work, oh don't EVEN get me started, I haven't worked less than 12 hours in a day since April, which makes auditioning IMPOSSIBLE. The last 3 weeks, I have AVERAGED 60 hours a week, for the most part its has been more like 80! Hmm, what can I catch you up on. . .ok, the guy I am seeing. . . .

Again, not the best situation. . .but GOD is he handsome, sweet and fun! For a pic, see this weeks Metro Weekly http://www.metroweekly.com/scene/?k=1067 or Washington Blade http://www.washingtonblade.com/photoalbum/albumpics.cfm?photo_id2=1966&photoalbum_id=82. .. .we were photographed together at Gay Days at Kings Dominion. . ...yes, he wears a dog collar. . . don't ask. .. .

He is 19 and yes, I know how stupid it is to get emotionally entangled with someone so young, but he satisfies my secret desire to be a Sugar Daddy. .. I know I am not financially stable enough to actually BE a sugar daddy, but meh.. .. .who cares about the details! We are having fun, and enjoying ourselves, who cares about the rest of the details.

So, sexuallly, things are A-OK! Hooray! I just wish I could get me a meager job A-OK!

Otherwise, things are what they are. I am trying to live a life without theater, which is hard. Very hard. I miss my theater friends, my connections with people on stage. But, I have a strict policy of NOT auditioniong unless I can commit whole hardedly, and with my work schedule I just can't, so I am taking classes. My voice over class sucks, but Its a class, a way to hone a skill. From there, I don't know what kind of class I will take, but I want to keep learning, sharpen my tool until I can explode back in the scene.

That's my peace. A long time in coming, but fuck, I have been so stressed/busy with work I didn't even realize Fall started!

To all of my readers. . . .I love and miss you. I hope work allows me to delve back into my theater roots soon and that life gives me more opportunity to blog.